sigh. i don't know why i even bother with this, but this chapter disappointed me. i used to love the sasusaku ship, it was my main pairing when i first joined the naruto fandom six years ago. even after narusaku became my main pairing, i was fine with sasusaku-- it never bugged me. but, now, this chapter has made me realize that sasuke does not deserve her, not one bit. my grandmother told me, that when a man makes a girl cry too many times, he's not worth her. & while i agree this is just fictional, and that i have shipped my fair share of abusive ships because believe it or not, they appeal to me, i will not wish for sasusaku to be canon because of this reason, and because i despise sasuke.
i will not deny that sakura still loves him, because she does. but that's what's making my disappointed in her. i wish she would just move on, let it go. does she want to be abused dayly? because that's what's going to happen if sasusaku does become canon. all i have to say to some people, and please don't take offense-- but please stop romanticizing abuse. i understand liking the pairing, because abusive ships appeal to me, i just do not want them to be official due to that reason.
i won't judge you if you ship it, i won't bash the ship, even if it seems like i'm doing so right now. if i am, i am genuinely sorry-- there was a time where i would bash certain ships, but given that was back when i was a naive twelve year old, i've realized how stupid i was. i do not want to do it again.
anyway, i guess you can consider this as an 'i'm back' entry..lol what a weird way to come back.